Saturday, June 5, 2010

welcome to shit stop

emo. thats how i feel right now.
im worn out. i just want to sleep the day away.
i have soo much to do at home, namely cleaning.
grad parties- handfuls of them today. havent gone to any.
3 reasons:
1) no one to go with
2) supposed to be hanging out with my bf
3) i dont feel like it
am i being a let down? you betcha.

just got home from work. yuck. spending all the time alone while the weather is gloomy with various "check ups" from my boss and manager. ridiculous. go play golf and let me do my job.
i cant handle crabby customers. they ruin my day.
im trying to do my best.
my job is average. my job makes me feel worthless.
i need the job for college money.

i just want to be an old cat lady right now.
time to figure out my life.
toodles.